Author: dayti

  • The Year I Needed

    The Year I Needed 🌼 Date: Thursday, January 01, 2026 ⚡ Energy: Reflective, grateful, quietly powerful 💓 Status: Still standing. Still here. Still learning. 💪 Outlook: Entering 2026 clearer, braver, and done playing small 🥢 New Year’s Day, the Way We Do It For as long as I can remember — and I mean single…

  • 59 Hours Awake, 8 Hours of Bliss (and a Hard Stop at 10:30)

    59 Hours Awake, 8 Hours of Bliss (and a Hard Stop at 10:30) 🌼 Date: Wednesday, December 31, 2025 ⚡ Energy: Quiet, tender, deeply tired 💓 Status: Shot one complete, record sleep achieved 🥱 Outlook: Rest counts as progress Day one of the Granix shots. For reasons known only to my body and whatever gremlin…

  • Chemo Brain, Clean Laundry, and Registered Bags

    Chemo Brain, Clean Laundry, and Registered Bags 🌼 Date: Tuesday, December 30, 2025 ⚡ Energy: Wired but weirdly productive 💞 Status: Steroids ending, insomnia ongoing 🧐 Outlook: Organized chaos with a side of science This morning was my last dose of steroids. No steroids tonight, which means tomorrow morning I officially start the shots. (Insert…

  • Some Days Are Just Heavy

    Some Days Are Just Heavy 🌼 Date: Monday, December 29, 2025 ⚡ Energy: Wired, stitched, stubbornly upright ❤️‍🩹 Status: Stitched, infused, sleepless 😁 Outlook: Progress… just louder than expected So, this morning was a plastics appointment and let me be clear: I walked in with zero expectations of getting a fill. At this point, I’m…

  • Powered by Jet Fuel and Spite

    Powered by Jet Fuel and Spite 🌼 Date: Sunday, December 28, 2025 ⚡ Energy: Steroid-powered, mildly feral, unstoppable ❤️‍🩹 Status: Productive, bald, wig-curious, still breathing 💖 Outlook: Getting shit done now, fully expecting to crash later Today was Day 1 of steroids, which means my internal operating system rebooted without asking me and said, “We’re…

  • Not Walking This Alone

    Not Walking This Alone 🌼 Date: Saturday, December 27, 2025 ⚡ Energy: 🔋 (officially depleted—in the best way) 💝 Status: Surrounded, supported, and freshly clipped 🥰 Outlook: Full heart, steady hope, ready for Monday Today was a very successful day—the kind that leaves you completely spent and deeply grateful. ✔ Labs done✔ Head shaving +…

  • Wig First

    Wig First 🌼 Date: Friday, December 26, 2025 ⚡ Energy: 🔋🔋 (used wisely, with laughter breaks) 💞Status: Wigged, prepared, medically efficient 😏Outlook: Spicy, realistic, and seeing the damn light Today we made it to the wig shop—and let me tell you, it was an adventure. Aunt Dee and Marnie came with us, which immediately guaranteed…

  • Chemo Hooch and Other Christmas Wins

    Chemo Hooch and Other Christmas Wins 🌼 Date: Thursday, December 25, 2025 ⚡ Energy: 🔋🔋🔋 (steady, managed, and fueled by apple spice) 💖 Status: Medicated, hydrated, hosting like a boss 😁 Outlook: Grateful, amused, and ready to recycle all the boxes Today brought a small but mighty breakthrough in the nausea department—and honestly, I feel…

  • Absolutely Counts

    Absolutely Counts 🌼 Date: Wednesday, December 24, 2025 ⚡ Energy: 🔋🔋🔋 (surprisingly decent) 💔 Status: Balding with dignity, functioning, mildly festive 🌞 Outlook: Cautiously optimistic, armed with clippers and sass Today? Today was a pretty damn good day. First things first: nausea barely showed up. 🎉Like… barely RSVP’d. I’ll take that win and put it…

  • Today Was a Good Day

    Today Was a Good Day 🌼 Date: Tuesday, December 23, 2025 ⚡ Energy: Better than expected 💔 Status: Alive (medicated, baking) 🌞 Outlook: Cautiously optimistic, clippers nearby Today was a good day. And I don’t say that lightly. I think — I hope — we finally found the right combination of meds to shut the…